First love will always stuck. It’s like a first achievement, you will always remember it and you will always think of it when people mention it. You also think about the the process through getting to the achievement. The struggle, the hardship and all the challenging things. But with time, you will achieve other things, you will start thinking about other small things, and yes you will not completely forget the first time. But slowly, time will show you small itty bitty things that makes you forget about it. I have to real answer to this to help you, but I can speak for the future. You will get through this and this feeling will peel off. You’re a stranger but I’m proud and take care.