yk wha idek either but i guess its a good thing???,,, ive experienced this before n im experiencing it rn im not sure whether its 100% healthy to only have one person occupy your mind constantly,,,, it could be deep attachment to someone. thats what im experiencing currently but its softening a little with time and distancing. In life if you only seemingly have one source of happiness depending on the person,, they will become your whole world, but typically (secure) people have supports systems, other friends, goals, hobbies, work, life that tends to also occupy their mind ^-^ Its not inherently smth to be ashamed of or im not saying its bad, maybe their presence js has a positive effect on your life n if so thats super cool n great for you!1!!! Im happy for you heheh,, js be a little wary, okay? sometimes innocent things spiral into worse things :(, ,have a very great day n keep your chin up!,, life is very beautiful n its great youre happy n giddy, Im only talking from experience n im only talking in hypotheticals based off my own life, so im js yapping ab silly things buddy :D, feel free to respond if you wanna chat or not,, im busy but i can try <3

I do have other friends besides this one, and my biggest support is probably my cousin, best friend and mother. I just don’t know why this friend has become so special to me. I just know he makes me happy, and I guess that’s what matters. I guess I’m just kind of trying to figure out why I feel this way, and why he makes me feel like this

thats actually amazing to know !!,, maybe you dont need to know why, I mean the only way you can figure that out is by asking yourself questions? idk dude, I wish ya well :) I mean your brain knows he makes you happy, so itll kinda associate him with feel good feelings,, its normal when you prioritise n favour n js love a person a lot