The same person who wrote gate post. 1st of all thank u sm for ur words, and yeah ill update u, what will the result will. I feel stuck no matter what I do , Im having my bday day after tomorrow. I cut down ties with everyone in my family. Seeing them everyday with no talk left me with no string to tie with. How pity we cant choose certain relation and deny them. But yeah after 23 yr I figured out I was not the one at fault it was there weakness insecurities fear that they mirror And not the least , yes they all are WRONG.