i miss my ex every day. he has almost 100k followers so it makes it hard to keep him away, especially bc ive started posting content of my own. he was my first time, and he became so special to me so quickly. he has a new boyfriend, five years older than him and seven years order than me, and i just don’t know how to cope. i pushed him away at first, because he kept doing things to hurt me, but now i can’t stand to be away from him. everything hurts every single day. he is happy with his new man, a real man, not a wannabe man like me. i wish i could have been born a boy and not be the girly girl ive always pretended to be. in another life i was born in the right body, but in this one i miss my baby. i miss my boy